reddirtlattes/ May 30, 2012/ Uncategorized/ 2 comments

My get-up-and-go got-up-and-went.

Bags packed, shoes on, heart empty on where I’ve been and filled up on where we were going and there’s a pause on the play. California will remain my temporary home for another two months.

Today, I had to challenge myself. I’ve been here. I’ve done it. Seen it. Isn’t that what we think? As I paced the floor, wearing in my misery so deep that I seem to walk in a slope now, I thought perhaps I needed to get out. Taking my camera, I climbed the same hill I’ve climbed a hundred times in the last 5 months, only this time I decided to do it with my eyes open.

How is it we can walk past something, something as familiar as our front door, but never really take it in? One of my friends lives in a neighboring canyon filled with steps hidden in bougainvillea draped tunnels that she daily climbs for exercise. I’ve lamented the emptiness of my canyon, seen it as a paltry hill compared with her lush mountaintop oasis. Imagine my surprise today, while climbing my beaten beast of dirt with my camera, to find not one, but 5 hidden stair channels weaving through the hillside like veins in a petal.

I’ve been here, but I haven’t really been here. I haven’t seen everything I can, even within feet of my door. So, I am looking at this time now as a gift. To memorize, blueprint, capture this one tiny hill in the world.

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  1. Thank you for this Sabrina. Perfect timing. I realized today that my knee replacement is not healing in the time frame that was hoped for which was 3 months from April 10th (now maybe 4 months or longer) . I was supposed to go to Italy/Paris with Jen at the 2.5 month mark time frame which was hopeful by my doc and myself with quick healing but I will have to settle for more subtle close to home things instead. So now I will discover new things and wonderful things in place of my planned trip. You words helped me a lot.

  2. Well done on changing focus and finding the positive detail in your day!

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